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Touched by many kindness (2023.12.04)

 2023.11.25


Habu Mizuho-san's graduation ceremony was held.




From the moment I learned of her graduation to 25th November, time truly flies by


It has been a ~3 months of me telling myself over and over again to pretend not being sad about it, to pretend that I'm fine, to not to cry.



But somewhere in my heart, I knew that I couldn't be like that, and would cry many times by myself when I got home.



I tried to mark dates when I didn't cry, but I wasn't really able to do that, and yet her graduation day gradually approaches


Even though it's already November, I kept looking back to August in my calendar








I thought that I'd have complicated feelings on the 25th when it comes


But 25th


has become a truly, truly wonderful memory for me









Congratulations on your graduation.









On the days when things happened and I felt sad, on the days when I felt alone, on the days when I wanted to cry in front of someone, on the days when I couldn't smile, Habu-san was always by my side no matter what kind of day it was









The first picture we took together


I was so shy it ended up being so blurry

But that too, is our memory together




That time, my heart was pounding so fast I thought it was going to explode. I think I said a lot of weird things.







This was the day when she invited me to take picture together


Actually, I wanted to take picture with her too, but I wasn't able to bring myself to ask and I was just standing there



I even took a picture with Habu-san's back figure. Lol


But she invited me after that, and Itoha showed her biggest smile (^^)









I think this might be the day Itoha invited her for the first time~?

The day of Fukuoka tour performance. On this day, our eyes met through the mirror than ever before... lol


After the performance, I felt lonely for no reason and impulsively sat beside Habu-san










The day I asked her to take a picture from the day before already.


In the end, I couldn't bring myself to be the one to ask her, and went home feeling frustrated... lol


Btw, this picture has a date-style theme (^^)










Meet & greet day

On this day I worked hard with an "Aight, I'll be the one to ask her~". But I can't even bring myself to go to her room... lol



So I ended up doing something like an ambush.


I also asked staff for their help.



(^^)







A bit of a small story. ♩


At first, she called me with "Itoha-chan", but then she started calling me with "Ito-chan"...!

It made me somewhat happy and thrilled~


What made me really happy is how she would call me "Itoha" from time to time




Everytime, I thought of how nice it is to have her called me by my name...!











She took me to many different places, and listened to me lots




Since I don't know when




I started to think,


how when things get difficult, I want to go beside her and have her listen to what I have to say,


how just having her by my side, everything feels like it will turn out okay.







Her presence is definitely big in my life.













Congratulations on your graduation.

I will truly, truly love you forever



I hope that Habu-san can have a wonderful future surrounded by lots of happiness.









I was so shy at the end that I ended up looking down

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