I'm Sakurazaka46's Onuma Akiho
from Shizuoka 🐟🌻
Today's blog will be a very long one
but I'd be happy if you could read it to the end!
On this week's episode of SokoSaku
Every word of objection I received
on owning a dog
Hit me too hard
that I can't stop myself from crying
"To think that I'd cry in a variety show, I can't lose here; If I cry then it'll cause trouble for the recording!"
"I have to brighten up the atmosphere somehow!"
"I have to make everyone laugh", so I thought
I'm glad that I worked so hard
and made everyone laugh
The make-up artist also fixed my make-up
while tearing out from laughter 😂
The members also told me, "It was so funny I teared up~"
It made me really glad
I've been hiding it from a lot of people
until now,
but ever since 2~3 months ago
I started keeping Pugumaru 🐶
Pugumaru's beloved alpaca chair 🦙
He's a male pomeranian
that was born on 28th November
He's a ball of energy, super physical ability, smart
Very friendly and a glutton
He has an angelic smile and the corner of his mouth us always up,
he has eye bags too
But he's the most adorable brat in the world!
This picture is my favorite ♡
The moment I saw his picture for the first time
I thought,
"That's a Pugumaru!"🐶
When I meet him online
and when I meet him directly
He's full of energy
and keeps barking all the time
I was worried whether I could discipline him
but I can't think of anything else but him
so I decided to keep him!
Pugumaru on his first day at my place 👶
So young~ So tiny~
He's growing up fast~~~
The first time I told everyone that I wanted a pet camera during Sakura Meets home electronics planning,
that I was seriously thinking of getting a dog,
everyone was opposed to the idea,
both at the time and afterwards,
I became afraid to talk about it,
even after I started keeping it...
I really can't bring myself to say it
so this blog is my first confession
to both members
and all of the Buddies 🙇♀️
This is my first time
keeping something a secret,
which has been very difficult
and hurt my heart.
But I can't keep running away
and I decided to live openly and honestly 🦸♀️
I have lied a lot to the members
and to everyone who came to my meet & greet
I'm truly sorry 😭
When I told everyone that
I was thinking of keeping one,
I was already determined to raise one
I never wavered,
and no matter how much opposition I received,
I couldn't think of giving up on owning a dog!
My little sister and I have always dreamed of keeping a dog
since we were little
It was like a daily routine for us
to ask our father and mother again and again
But, we came from a family where we were only allowed to keep fish (Just what kind of family is that~ lol)
Now that I have grown up and live on my own
I was told that I can keep one
Ever since I started living on my own,
I kept thinking again and again
on when I should start keeping one
"It's impossible right now", and so I gave up
But I finally made up my mind
I got approval from my family
I decided to keep one with the determination
to raise them absolutely well
My little sister, who knows me well,
have always been very supportive
and tell me that I would definitely be able to keep one
I have always dreamed
of owning a dog
and I have long decided
that I would name it "Pugumaru",
Out all the fishes, I have always found fugu (pufferfish) to be cute and the one I like the most
And since "Pu" sounds cuter than "Fu", I ended up with Pugu
And then the make-up artist said, "Won't it be cute if you add -maru?"
"You're right!!!!!!"
and so I ended with "Pugumaru"!
I think there is more than just a little gap
between my personality and the way people see me
On this occasion,
I received a shock
to know what people thought of me
It made me want to do best to let people know sides of me that can raise a dog well better
Ever since I started living with Pugumaru,
I feel that I have become much happier and brightened up more!
It makes me look forward to going home,
and I always dash home from the station
with excitement 💨
During my breaks from work,
I feel soothed by watching Pugumaru sleeping comfortably on the pet camera
Pugumaru often sleeps with his chin resting on a dinosaur plushie 🦖
I love Pugumaru's sleeping face~
When we fell asleep on the cage together, his legs is on top of my hand!
It seemed that big sister happily took this picture ✨
Pugumaru who is sleeping on my lap~ He's smiling ♡
He healed my heart a lot of times
during the tour and BACKS LIVE
Whenever I went on away or on days when I had to work from morning till midnight,
my mother would always come
and she would go like, "My first grandchild~~~"
She's so in love with Pugumaru
that she would come here even on normal days 👩🦰
The other morning, I went to trim Pugumaru with my mother!!
Pugumaru getting trimmed for the first time ✂️ He looks so nervous and it's cute
I am very, very grateful to my mother
who loves Pugumaru as if he is her own grandson!
When I go home, my big and little sister would adore him as well,
My dad didn't like dogs
but when he saw Pugumaru, he was always smiling ☺︎
He still refuse to hug him,
but he's now able to touch him with his index finger lol
Of course it's not all fun and joy
it can be difficult too
Although he was difficult to discipline
As for toilet training, though sometimes he pee from excitement,
we have 90% success rate
His barking has subsided dramatically
Mama is happy!
Sometimes he stepped
on his poop in the toilet
and would be covered in poop
but that too, is cute.
According to my mother,
when I was a baby I also used to become covered in poop
the moment she took her eyes off me
so I can't say anything on Pugumaru 😂
There was a time when Pugumaru slept not in his place
but in my bedroom for the first time,
I wake up in the morning
with my walls completely torn off...
That really shocked me~~~ I couldn't believe my eyes lol
I love the naught face Pugumaru makes sometimes!
When I sprayed my wall with a bitter spray for dogs
he stopped doing it 👍
There was a time when I became so worried of Pugumaru's condition in the middle of the night
and called the night hospital and took him there
because I was so worried
and when the veterinarian is examining him
he gives them the paw the whole time
and I laughed together with the veterinarian~
I'm glad that it was nothing 🥹
Come to think of it, when he first came here,
I was worried about his tear stains,
but after I changed his food
and use the tear drops I got from the hospital, it went away ✨
He is also quick to learn tricks
He can sit, lay low, give paw, give the other paw, turn over, give chin rest, and beck (stand)
I'm teaching him to spin around right now ✨
He is really a glutton
He's the biggest eater I ever met
"Meal" "Snack"
when I say those words, the color of his face changes and he would start running around!
The face he shows makes me laugh, I love it ♡
It's a given, but,
no matter how busy I become
I would definitely play with Pugumaru a lot before bed,
and I go to walk with him in the morning or at night!
I like to go out on a stroll too,
Until now, I have never greeted a stranger while walking in Tokyo
But when I'm together with Pugumaru
many people talked to me
every day
The would stoke him and tell him how cute he is,
if they also have a dog with them
then we would talk about all sort of things
Because Pugumaru is not shy at all
thanks to Pugumaru I could also bring myself to talk
He would always wag his tail
no matter who or what dog it was
Every time I see how much fun he seemed to be having
it makes Mama happy too ☺️
I read on internet that, if you hold your pet in your arms
and show him the world before it starts taking walk,
he will become more social
so I showed him all sort of things!
I was happy that we could see the cherry blossom together~
Seeing cherry blossom at night with my mother~! It was so embarrassing to wear clothes with stripes... lol
I showed him a lot of different world before he starts taking a walk
so he doesn't bark outside
He's such a good boy!
His charm is off the roof
and he is loved by everyone!
The dog park we went to the other day was fun too~
Pugumaru has an amazing physical ability
I'd like to give him special training and participate in contest and such~ ✨
"Will you be able to talk with it properly?"
"Will you be able to take him out for a walk every day?"
"I feel sorry for the dog"
"It's better for you not to keep one"
I received many opinions like that
I swear that I will take care of him with my life!
Thank you very much for
worrying so much after me!
While I choose Pugumaru
Pugumaru didn't choose me
That is why I will do my best to become a mom who will make Pugumaru feel that he is the luckiest dog in the world
I am often told that I can't raise a dog because I let my benjamin fig and palm tree die,
as those of you who have grown plants may relate with me, even if you take good care of a plant, it will still wither when it dies.
I'd be happy if you could
very much please watch over me warmly!
I very much welcome your advice☺️
May the world be a kinder place.
Thank you very much for reading until the end!
And here at the end, Pugumaru standing like a human beind
Akipo 🐟
You've been caught in a 126cm deep swamp
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