2023.11.25
Habu Mizuho-san's graduation ceremony was held.
From the moment I learned of her graduation to 25th November, time truly flies by
It has been a ~3 months of me telling myself over and over again to pretend not being sad about it, to pretend that I'm fine, to not to cry.
But somewhere in my heart, I knew that I couldn't be like that, and would cry many times by myself when I got home.
I tried to mark dates when I didn't cry, but I wasn't really able to do that, and yet her graduation day gradually approaches
Even though it's already November, I kept looking back to August in my calendar
I thought that I'd have complicated feelings on the 25th when it comes
But 25th
has become a truly, truly wonderful memory for me
Congratulations on your graduation.
On the days when things happened and I felt sad, on the days when I felt alone, on the days when I wanted to cry in front of someone, on the days when I couldn't smile, Habu-san was always by my side no matter what kind of day it was
The first picture we took together
I was so shy it ended up being so blurry
But that too, is our memory together
That time, my heart was pounding so fast I thought it was going to explode. I think I said a lot of weird things.
This was the day when she invited me to take picture together
Actually, I wanted to take picture with her too, but I wasn't able to bring myself to ask and I was just standing there
I even took a picture with Habu-san's back figure. Lol
But she invited me after that, and Itoha showed her biggest smile (^^)
I think this might be the day Itoha invited her for the first time~?
The day of Fukuoka tour performance. On this day, our eyes met through the mirror than ever before... lol
After the performance, I felt lonely for no reason and impulsively sat beside Habu-san
The day I asked her to take a picture from the day before already.
In the end, I couldn't bring myself to be the one to ask her, and went home feeling frustrated... lol
Btw, this picture has a date-style theme (^^)
Meet & greet day
On this day I worked hard with an "Aight, I'll be the one to ask her~". But I can't even bring myself to go to her room... lol
So I ended up doing something like an ambush.
I also asked staff for their help.
(^^)
A bit of a small story. ♩
At first, she called me with "Itoha-chan", but then she started calling me with "Ito-chan"...!
It made me somewhat happy and thrilled~
What made me really happy is how she would call me "Itoha" from time to time
Everytime, I thought of how nice it is to have her called me by my name...!
She took me to many different places, and listened to me lots
Since I don't know when
I started to think,
how when things get difficult, I want to go beside her and have her listen to what I have to say,
how just having her by my side, everything feels like it will turn out okay.
Her presence is definitely big in my life.
Congratulations on your graduation.
I will truly, truly love you forever
I hope that Habu-san can have a wonderful future surrounded by lots of happiness.
I was so shy at the end that I ended up looking down
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