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Long time no see

 


I thought of writing things that have happened recently, but I don't know where to start from








7/11

I recently been feeling more comfortable these days

It's like I have learned how spend live more relaxingly



It's like time passes slowly, so to say, I don't really know how to put it into words but that's how it feels


Like time isn't passing


It happens sometime, and I don't dislike those moments




I speak slowly, and I'm feeling a kind of complex on how I have trouble finding what words to say

But people has told me that it's not a bad thing and listened to me quietly and carefully, which made me want to try expressing what I feel into words even more

lately I've been distancing myself from expressing it into words,  so I think I'll talk with a lot with people so that I can verbalize my feelings again


I want to meet and talk with wonderful people, and find things that I enjoy


Thank you very much for always listening to me until the end





7/25


When I was feeling a bit tired when walking down the street, an old man made me a unicorn out of paper and gave it to me as present

It makes me heart feels calm and wanted to talk, and he listened to me for a bit

It was the first time we'd met, and I felt there were things I could talk about because I'm sure we'd never see each other again

It was a lovely time

A warm and gentle one















7/??


I went to South Korea for Shunkan Shounen Magazine-san's photoshoot

I was able to meet people that I hadn't seen in a while, it made me happy

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