they continued off from last week
topic: a song that reminds me of my roots, a song that let me be myself
hono: i suppose songs that reminded you of who are you in the past? starting from me, then, it's... radwimp's seikai
hono: this song is often sung at the time of graduations, like having the school choir sing this song. i'm sure that you all probably have such impression on this song. listening to this song made me think the importance of conveying your feelings to your friends, and how should i say it... i should not for granted the presence of members and family, who i can open my heart to. it makes me think that i should... properly tell how i feel. when i listen to this song, since it has a very graduation-like vibe to it, it makes me think about that moment of ending. and though this is not an ending, the song reminds me to convey my thoughts
Karin: it makes me feel happy
hono: really?
Karin: hono-chan often conveys your thoughts, right? you often put it into words
hono: right, thought i'm not particularly conscious of it
Karin: i see, so the [message] of the song has been ingrained in you, huh?
hono: it might be so! lol i don't feel shy at all to convey them, though
Karin: that's nice
hono: you feel shy, karin-chan?
Karin: yeah
hono: right, you're being shy just now as well. i don't really understand why so shy about it
Karin: about 80% of things that i do in life makes me feel shy
hono: that's like marino-chan lol
Karin: oh right, we're kind of similar
hono: right? you also feel shy about being the center of attention?
Karin: yeah, i don't want people to look at me
hono: sometimes our managers would call our name loudly, a normal "fujiyoshi~!" just to tell us that it's time for us to get our make-up done and such, even then that'll make her embarrassed already
Karin: yeah lol
hono: i could tell that karin-chan doesn't like that, so whenever they are calling karin-chan's name loudly, i would always look at karin-chan's way and grin
Karin: but i think that you're being kind. ever since she learned that i react that way, she always looks at me and grin. so it feels like it softened the blow and i doesn't feel that shy about it
hono: really? you see, she doesn't want people to think too deeply, right? but karin-chan really hates it. so that's why i always look at karin-chan's way while grinning, and karin-chan would grin back at me... it makes it fun, doesn't it?
Karin: i always feel saved in that moment
hono: i quite like [that moment]
Karin: really? well, i don't lol
Karin: as for me...
*song started playing*
hono: whoa, a cheerful song!
Karin: really? it's TOMOO-san's yume wa sametemo
karin: someone that who we work with on regular basis told me about this song, but in that period i was feeling like... I've done so so much, and like, and there's this moment where it kinda popped, you get it? and after that moment, i had no idea what i should do next
hono: because you felt that you have done everything?
karin: yeah. so my head feels empty, just spacing out
hono: so a burnout
karin: yes. and in that moment, i'm not sure if that person is aware of what i was feeling, but they told me about this song and so i gave it a listen...
hono: this is such a wonderful story. so which one hits you? the lyrics or the song?
Karin: it pierce right into me... like, i'm not sure how to word it...
hono: that's wonderful. it's a fateful encounter, then
Karin: that's right. and like... as we do our jobs, as we do our daily life... sometimes we can't keep up with it mentally, right? when you doesn't know what to do. and in those moments, when i listen to this song, it reminds me of who i am
hono: whoa! that's amazing! for me i think that's... [higedan's] laughter! gunjou as well... songs that reminds you of who you are even when you feel so exhausted... i see! so these songs are related to this too... i don't care if someone calls me a fake...! i prefer not to called such, tho! but that is just how much they help to bring me back on my feet. i'll give it a listen too, then!
ending
hono: this was difficult to pick
Karin: yeah, and i didn't want people to know~
hono: but you answered it honestly, right?
Karin: i did
hono: same! it feels like this one can be expanded further, right?
Karin; i would know about other members' answer
hono: it feels like revealing something deep about yourself, which is kinda embarrassing...
Karin: it is
hono: but it's fun to learn about it
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