ten: how does it feel to graduate?
matsu: in my announcement blog, i said that i didn't see myself in the future of sakurazaka, right? and that's the thing. it's hard to be described to words, but like... even though i was together with everyone as a member, it feels like i'm being somewhere else? like, i'm watching the group in an objective way? and when i think about the future, i couldn't find myself [in the group]
ten: and that is when you started thinking about graduation?
matsu: it became a cause, yeah
ten: i think the other graduated members mention it too, how they can no longer see themselves in the future [of the group]. is it something that come suddenly?
matsu: nnn you know how i often think about stuff like, "what should i do to improve the group?", right? or "what kind of single will it be next?". but when i do that, i was like, "huh, i'm not there... i'm no longer in that dressing room...". like, i can no longer see myself working [in those activities]. the thinking of "i wonder what kind of concert we will do next?" or "what kind of single we will do next?" that used to come naturally no longer do. so i thought that i started seeing things in an objective way, and that caused me to start thinking about [graduation]. ofc, i mean this in a positive way
ten: so you feel like it's time for you to take the next step forward as an individual
matsu: yeah. as for [filming last] mv, it does feel lonely. filming the last scene. it happened to be the last chorus, wasn't it? do you get this... dazzling, glittering feeling that only happen [when filming] mv? this feeling of doing everything that you can. i think that is something specific to mv, and when i think that i will no longer able to feel that feeling...
ten: right, and the mv [filming] this time also got plenty of lights, with all the crackers going out. those too, i'm sure are things that can only happen during mv [filming]. it's something extraordinary. a day feel longer than it should, and we just kept on filming one scene after another, and it's suppppeer fun to do... but you will no longer be able to experience that anymore
matsu: i'm gonna miss it
ten: the mv this time it's quite office-like place, there were computers and such in the studio set, it was so fun
matsu: mv filming were so fun, though they can get difficult
ten: and it was hono-chan's last mv too
matsu: it feels reassuring, to have someone who share your feeling, so i don't feel that lonely
airi picked her own glasses, and ten said there was another choice that she picked with red, slender glasses that looks so good on her ten wishes all buddies can see too
when matsuri filmed her part where they all laying down / sitting on floor, ten rena hikaru and the rest were instructed to play with balloons in the bg, though ten doesn't think they got shot
ten said she brought kendama with her to audition mv filming and played with other members. said nogi's inoue nagi was good
ten; i also made hinano play with it... OUR hinano!
matsu: hinano-chan!
ten: she's sho cute!! always sho cute!! always angelic!
matsu: wait isn't she older than you
ten: yeah, a year older. she's my paisen. wdyt
matsu: i knew about your ages already, so... but if i didn't know, then just from appearance i would thought she's younger
ten: right
matsu: she's so cute. must protecc
ten: rite
ten: HINANOOO I WANNA SEE YOU AGAINNN
matsu: but now she gives off that adult charm
ten: she's like 22 yo this year
matsu: still so young!
ten: her hair is brown now!
matsu: she's so older sister-like now
ten: her personality doesn't change at all, she's still classy!
ten: "ten-chan, have you been well?" (soft spoken tone)
matsu: ah, i can see her saying that
ten: I'M FINE! I'M WELL! sho cute, hinano-chan. our hinano-chan. we worked together for a bit at the beginning, doing photoshoots and such
matsu: right, it felt like we are in the same group
ten: we were like, "we must protect hinano". she's so cute
ten knew that "kendama went out of stock in japan" after the kendama club stream, with kendama product being the 1st and 2nd top seller in amazon, the first being momomi's kendama
kendama club started from managers, then members started playing as well, and it started spreading from there
matsu: there are a lot of trial members
ten: no! i don't accept trial member!
matsu: but there's karin-chan?
ten: i took the liberty of accepting her as member
ten wants more 2ki members in kendama club, matsu tell ten to target hikaru ("whoa! i think i get into this!") and rena ("i see! i understand how satisfying this could be!") for recruitment because
yuzu in the group too, also a good player, played a bit in middle school
ten wants kendama club vs buddies competition, matsuri suggesting online audition first for buddies
matsu think momomi should take over as the kendama club vice captain, considering her position as ace and skills
ten agreeing, and she knows that there are buddies who voiced the same thoughts
ten: during mv filming, i said, "i just kept thinking lately and can't sleep" and she said, "is it because you because you feel lonely about being the only member of the onsen club left?". i said, "not really, but yeah, i do feel lonely". then she said, "then i'll join!"
the original four going to plan another trip to celebrate matsuri's graduation. matsuri said she already have a place in mind
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