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Jan.24*1394☃️My current feelings (Saito Fuyuka 24th January 2020)

こんばんは! // Good evening!

昨夜、メンバーの織田奈那と鈴本美愉の卒業、平手友梨奈の脱退、佐藤詩織の一時活動休止が発表されました。// Last night, the graduation of Oda Nana and Suzumoto Miyu, the withdrawal of Hirate Yurina, and the hiatus of Sato Shiori have been announced

9thシングル延期に続き、突然の発表で、本当にごめんなさい。// I am truly sorry for the sudden announcement following the postponement of 9th single

ファンの皆さんにとって、悲しいお知らせ続きで、本当にごめんなさい。// I am truly that saddening news continues for the fans.


4人からは前もって聞いていたので、// I have heard from the 4 of them in advance,
私自身、今はもう気持ちの整理がついています。// So I personally have organized my feelings

ただ、まだ実感がわいていないです。// But, it doesn't feel real yet



毎日ブログを書いていた為、// Because I write blog every day,
今日絶対何か言わなきゃいけないなってそう思っていて、// I thought that I have to have something to say today,
それは義務とかそういうのではなくて、// it's not like I am obliged to do that,
発信できる身として、今一番メンバーの口からファンの皆さんに何か伝えなきゃいけない。// But as someone who can say something, what's important is to have a member say something to the fans

でも、何から伝えればいいのか、正直まだまとまらなくて、// But the truth is, I still couldn't organize where should I start it from,
なので、拙い文章だとは思いますが、すみません。// That's why I think it will look disorganized, I'm sorry



大好きな欅坂46から、一気に3人辞めてしまう、1人が遠くに行ってしまう、// From the Keyakizaka46 that I love, 3 people quit in one go, and another goes somewhere far away
正直辛すぎる。// To be honest, it's really hard


オダナナは昔も今もずっと欅のムードメーカーで、どんな時も明るくて面白くて半端なく優しくて。ポジションが近いことが多かったから、空き時間とかよくふざけてたし、私はあまり人に甘えるタイプじゃないけど、オダナナには身を委ねられたし、安心感があって心の拠り所でした🍊サイマジョの横一列で腕を鬼早く回すの一緒にできなくなるの悲しいけど、メンバーに愛と優しさをたくさん与えてきてくれた分、これからは自分にたくさん優しくしてあげてね☺️ // Oda Nana since back then and even now is always Keyaki's mood maker, she is always bright and funny and crazy kind in any situation. We are often positioned close together, so we always plays around during the break time, I am not the kind of person that likes to be spoiled, but I entrust myself to Oda Nana, she is calming and someone I can rely on. I'm sad that we can no longer turn our arms together in Saimajo, but as you have given members a lot of love and kindness, please give your own self a lot of kindness from now on

鈴本には数え切れないほどの刺激を受けて、数え切れないほど助けてもらって、そして数え切れないほど一緒に馬鹿をしました😂メンバー想いで、メンバーのことが大好きで、でもそれ以上にメンバーに愛されていました💓一緒にパフォーマンスができなくなることは悲しくて仕方ないけど、それよりも、私の人生の中で、鈴本美愉という人間に出会えて良かったって心の底から思います。一生大好きや!これからは、やりたいことに好きなだけ挑戦して、鈴本らしく自由に愉しく過ごしてね👍🏻 // Suzumoto have given me countless of inspiration, countless number of help, and we also fool around together a countless of times. As a member, she loved the members, but she was loved by the other members even more. It's saddening that we can no longer perform together, but more than that, I am truly glad to be able to meet a person named Suzumoto Miyu in my life. I will always love you! From now on, do whatever you want to do as much as you want, and enjoy it freely in a Suzumoto-like way


平手には、ここまで立ち続けてくれて、人生を捧げてくれて、伝えきれないくらいありがとう、という気持ちと、もっと色々なことに一緒に挑戦したかった、平手の頭の中にあったやりたいことを全て叶えたかった、という気持ちが心の中でパッカーンと2つに分かれています。ただ、そんなことが言えないくらい、感謝の気持ちでいっぱいで、私の人生において、こんなに素晴らしい経験ができたのも、素晴らしい景色が見れたのも、平手がたくさんたくさん考えて、欅に人生を捧げてくれたおかげです。本当にありがとう。いっぱい食べるんだぞ!👶 // Hirate have continue to stand until now, devoting her life, the great feeling of thankfulness. The feeling of wanting to challenge more things together and the feeling that I want to make what idea left inside Hirate's head true divided my heart cleanly into two. However, I am so grateful that I couldn't say that. The reason I am able to have so many wonderful experience and see so many wonderful scenery is thanks to Hirate's many thoughts and life dedication to Keyaki. Thank you, truly. Please eat a lot!




そして、一時活動休止を選んだ、しーちゃん。// And Shiichan, who chooses to temporary go in hiatus.

しーちゃんには、無限の可能性があります! // Shiichan has endless possibilities!
これは絵が下手な私が、身近でしーちゃんの画力を見てきて、言えます😏しーちゃんは、メンバーが大好きで、お姉さんだから、いつもメンバーのことを心配して、可愛がってくれます。でも、一旦、欅を離れて、自分のことだけを見つめて、その才能を存分に伸ばしてほしいです。しーちゃんが帰ってきたら、めっちゃリアルな私の顔描いてもらおう👩🏻‍🦰🎨 // This is something that me, who sucks at drawing, is able to say from seeing your drawing up close. Shiichan loves the members, and because you are older sistery, you always care about the members and doted on them. But I want you to take a step away from Keyaki, to look at your self, and extend your talent to the fullest. When Shiichan returns, let's have her draw my face in hyper realistic way.





ちょうど今、キャプテン菅井から // Just now, Captain Sugai
とにかく気合いの入った文章が送られてきたので、もちろん、私もやる気まんまんです!! // sent a sentence that is anyhow full of enthusiasm, so I am too, fully motivated!!!

一生友香についていきます! // I will always follow Yuuka!

舞台頑張れええええ!!!!!!!!!! // Good luck with your stage play!!!!!!!!





私個人としては、2020年、自分の夢でもある舞台や演技のお仕事に挑戦してみたいです。// Personally, in 2020, I'd like to try stage and acting jobs which is my dream. 
その為には、もっと力をつけて、努力をし、欅坂のメンバーとして、少しでもグループの力になれるようにします。// To do so, I will put more power and effort, and as a Keyakizaka member help the group as much as I could.


欅坂46は4月に4周年を迎え、5年目に入ります。// In April, Keyakizaka46 celebrates its 4th anniversary and enters its 5th year


いつまでも欅にしがみつくのではなく、// Instead of always clinging to Keyaki,
もっと色々な世界を見て、自分の手で夢を掴みとりたいです。// I want to see more different worlds, and reach my dream with my own hands. 



私のファンの皆さんには、なかなか個人仕事が少なく、もどかしい思いをさせてしまってると思います。// I think that as I have a little number of individual job, I must have make my fans feel frustrated

それは、私の実力と努力不足です。// That is my lack of ability and effort

それでも、応援し続けてくださって、本当にありがとうございます。// And yet, you still continue to support me, truly thank you very much

遅咲きかもしれないけど、絶対に花を咲かせたいと思っています。// It might bloom late, but I definitely want to make the flower bloom

応援していて良かったと思っていただけるように、頑張ります!!! // I will do my best so that you can be glad of supporting me!



今の欅坂に必要なのは、一人一人が大きく、強くなることだと思うので、// I think that what Keyakizaka need right now, is for each of us to grow bigger and stronger,
これ以上足を引っ張らないように、、、します!! // So not to pull anyone's feet any longer... I will do so!



私にこんなこと言う資格も立場もありませんが、// I am not in the position to say this,
夢を持って欅坂を選んで入ってきてくれた二期生たちを、絶対に幸せにしてあげたいです。// But I definitely want to make 2nd generation who have come with a dream and selected to enter Keyakizaka happy


まだまだ欅で叶えたい夢はたくさんあります!! // There are still many dreams that I want to fulfill in Keyaki!!



引き続き欅坂46を応援してくださる方も、// To those who will continue to support Keyakizaka46,
欅坂46の応援をやめてしまうかもしれないという方も、// To those who might stop supporting Keyakizaka46,
是非遠くからでも良いので、見守っていてくださったらありがたいです。😢// I'd be thankful if you can watch over us, even from a distance





以上です! // That is all!




読みにくかったかなー。// I wonder if it was hard to read

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